This is the End of me...

   Well... it seems that my life is at an end as we know it. I have successfully made the plans occur to make sure that everyone that Lucie loves around her escape from France. I also got Mr. Lorry to escape France as well. Everyone that I knew, was already gone. I am alone in the town full of the people in France who kill anyone who is not French. I have no where else to go except for one way...death. The people of France still thought I was Charles Darney and they went on with the plan of being beheaded by the guillotine. The only one who I was worried about noticing that I am not Charles Darney was Madame Defarge but however, there was no sign of her. Anyways, I am glad that Lucie is safe. I told her that I would do anything for her to make sure that her and the people she loves are safe. I have basically sacrificed my life for her once I have died. I have accepted the fact that Charles Darney and her were meant to be together. I hope the will have remembered me for what I have dont for them. Today is the day that I will no longer exist but it will be worth it because Lucie...will now be always happy and she will remember me for the heroic deed I have done for her. This is the end...

The Big Plan..

    I have changed alot since I heard that France was going through a revolution. The people there are basically on a killing spree of anyone who is against the people of france in that city. They will also kill you if you are some sort of a spy . It is madness there. That is why I have developed a plan for in case for the person I used to hate, Charles Darney, is taken into prison and possibley sentenced to death. The reason for this might happen is because the people of France would think he is a spy even though he is not. He will not be the only one that I would have to get out of France before anythinh bad happens. I must also get Lucie, Doctor Manette, and Lucie's daughter with Mr. Lorry out of there too. In order to do this, I need a few things in order to pull this off. First, I need to stop the drinking and sobber up for this important task at hand. I want to make sure that Lucie is safe and that everyone that she loves is safe too. Next, I need to grabb the papers for Lucie and the others for clearance to escape France from this Chaos. After that, if I am going to get Charles out of the prison and escape France, I need to go to the Chemical lab to create a knockout chemical that would make Charles unconscience for a while till he is out of France. After I get him out of there, I will take his place to trick the people that I am him since me and Charles look alike. It may be a risky plan, but it will be for Lucie.

The Love of My life

   I never thought I would meet such a beautiful women in my whole life. From the time I first saw her in the court room till now, I believe I have fallen in love with her. Her name is Lucie Manette. I would one day like to marry this gorgous women and I would make sure that she always happy when I am with her. I do not mean by force of course.I would  be the happiest man alive if I asked her to marry me and said "yes" to that question. I got to talk with her at the Manettes house at this diner that I went to, even though I usually go there. She was very kind and very sweet when I got to talk with her. I have a feeling though that she may not feel the same way I feel about her because she does not talk to me alot and talks to Charles Darnrey more. I hate the fact that Charles gets more attention from her. With Luice, I feel like that I have a purpose in life. I would usually feel doubt and that I would feel like I am worthless but when I think about Lucie, I get that feeling of being happy and that I wish to do something for her to show my love for her. The purpose that I feel like I have is to make sure that Lucie is able to marry me and that she is happy.

The Trial of Charles Darney.

   While at this trial for the man Charles Darney, I realize that I hate this man. I do not hate him because of the crime that everyone accused him for , but because he is everything that I am not. He is more wealthy man than I am. I wish I could be like him. The thing that bothers me is that Charles looks just like me and yet we are two differnt people. It is interesting that we look about the same. Also, the one thing that I hate most about him is that Lucie , the one that I believe that I love and is the most beautiful girl I have ever meet, looks at him in a sense that she really likes him. I feel jealous that Charles gets more attention from her and I feel like Lucie does not feel the same way she feels about me. I always wonder if I will be able to be together with Lucie but I have the feeling of doubt because I think Lucie and Charles will be together. This is one of the reasons for why I hate myself and that I never suceed in life with trying to be with Lucie. However, hopefully one day , Lucie will fall in love with me and not Charles.

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